Here we are again.
You come out fighting in a battle that isn’t even against you.
Your harsh words and criticism is your biggest weapon. You think it’s just words but my heart tells me otherwise. You say the words that cut the deepest and act like you did no such crime. You make me regret everything. You make me want to run and race against time.
I left you before and I could do it again... your hurt is so great and I never can win. Why is it always a battle to see who can cut the deepest? Why do you complain about it all? You tell me I’m nothing and that I always fall. I can never get back up without help and you’re always the one, yelling so loud in front of our daughter and our son. How can I protect my investments, how do I make this right? Why is it always a war, why do we always have to fight?
It’s always me who tries to wash away the blood, fixing my wounds with bandages and I’m sorrys.
Trying to fix the life we have created. Why should anything change? I couldn’t do it anyways.
I can’t breathe when you are like this.. and you act like it never even happened. Why am I always to blame? Why do you hate me so much? Why do you constantly give me shame?
Is it too late to start over? Where do I go from here? You aren’t willing to fix your words because you feel like you shouldn’t have too. You’re so tired of seeing me cry, I hide it in shame now. You are so perfect but you throw that away with the choice of a word, I wish we could be better, but I don’t know how.
You break me heart but you don’t really care, is this love? Or is it comfort? Is it security? Is it forever or should we cut it short? I can’t even talk to you without you rolling tour eyes, calling me weak and bad with goodbyes. Do I leave or should I stay?
You come out fighting in a battle that isn’t even against you.
Your harsh words and criticism is your biggest weapon. You think it’s just words but my heart tells me otherwise. You say the words that cut the deepest and act like you did no such crime. You make me regret everything. You make me want to run and race against time.
I left you before and I could do it again... your hurt is so great and I never can win. Why is it always a battle to see who can cut the deepest? Why do you complain about it all? You tell me I’m nothing and that I always fall. I can never get back up without help and you’re always the one, yelling so loud in front of our daughter and our son. How can I protect my investments, how do I make this right? Why is it always a war, why do we always have to fight?
It’s always me who tries to wash away the blood, fixing my wounds with bandages and I’m sorrys.
Trying to fix the life we have created. Why should anything change? I couldn’t do it anyways.
I can’t breathe when you are like this.. and you act like it never even happened. Why am I always to blame? Why do you hate me so much? Why do you constantly give me shame?
Is it too late to start over? Where do I go from here? You aren’t willing to fix your words because you feel like you shouldn’t have too. You’re so tired of seeing me cry, I hide it in shame now. You are so perfect but you throw that away with the choice of a word, I wish we could be better, but I don’t know how.
You break me heart but you don’t really care, is this love? Or is it comfort? Is it security? Is it forever or should we cut it short? I can’t even talk to you without you rolling tour eyes, calling me weak and bad with goodbyes. Do I leave or should I stay?
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