I hate you...

I hate you so much.

For the lost dreams and promises you made.
For the cruel words and hurtful judgments.

For all the things you couldn't do for me.

I hate you for loving me and breaking my heart.

For not being the man you should have been.

I hate you for making me regret our life together.

Making me hurt every day and every night.

I hate you for your kind days and your witty phrases.

Because you cover them up after every sunny day.

I hate you for not choosing God over your life.

I hate you for not holding my hand through every bit of torture we've endured...but instead you cowered like a little boy.

My heart is racing and now I feel nothing when I look at you.

My heart has broken so many times, only time will heal it.

I hate you for that.

Now I don't know what to do. How to take a broken life and make it new again? How do I live on without you?

You were my world....and I was told it would all be okay. Though now you can't even look me in the eyes.

You should have been strong.

You should have thought about your words and your harsh remarks because they flitter inside my mind everyday.

Torchering me.

Robbing me of who I am.

I hate you for letting me choose you.



You weren't ready for my soul.